My dearest sprout,
Mommy loves you with her whole heart. You were a total surprise to me. I had to take 4 pregnancy tests to really know that I was pregnant with you. I have heard your heart beat and seen you, but it is still hard for mommy to believe you are real. The doctor's always said mommy would have a hard time ever getting pregnant so I had came to the conclusion that one day I would adopt. Yes, mommy has heard lots of negative stuff seeing as I found out about you three months after mommy's divorce was final. That's a story for you another day. I wanted to be prepared and to make you proud of me and to do things in my life that would make you smile. However, I will just be a normal mommy. I missed out on a lot of things in my life an that is one thing that I hope I can teach you. That you can never go back so live your life to it's fullest my sweet angel. I know we will have our issues as ever child and their mother does, but I promise to be there for you no matter what. I will always stand by your side and I will always take up for you. You are a major blessing to me. I hope over the next few months this little blogs posts will help connect me to you even more. I pray about you and for you everyday. I even pray for the person you will marry or end up with because I want you to be happy Sprout and I want you to know how much I love you.
Love Always
Mommy
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